Friday, October 3, 2008

hmmm

you ever feel like nobody understands? well heck, what about when you don't even understand yourself!? i was so sure, but clearly i was wrong... how can you know something so deeply and then it turns out to be a lie? i just want to know why; just to know what happened... i can't fix something if i don't know why it's broken. and why is it so hard to let go? how can i still be so angry, and hurt, and at the same time want what was? it doesn't add up...
and nobody gets it. i don't need to hear you tear him down, or "just let go." you don't stop loving somebody in a few days! and if you do, then there's a problem. or maybe that is the issue- how do you wake up one day and say, "hm, i think i'm done with this person..." !? that is NOT true love. and fear is not a good enough excuse.

Nobody Else KnowsBuilding 429

My world is closing in, on the inside, but I’m not showing it.
When all I am is crying outI hold it in and fake a smile, still I’m broken, I’m broken.
Only One can understand, and only One can hold the hand of the broken, of the broken.
When no one else knows how I feel Your love for me is proven real.
When no one else cares where I’ve been, You run to me with outstretched hands, and You hold me in your arms again.
I need no explanation of why me, I just need confirmation.
Only You could understand the emptiness inside my head. I am falling, I am falling. I’m falling down upon my knees, to find the one who gives me peace.
I am flying, Lord I am flying.
When no one else knows how I feel, Your love for me is proven real.
When no one else cares where I’ve been, You run to me with outstretched hands and You hold me in Your arms again.
I have come to you in search of faith cause I can’t see beyond this place.
Oh You are God and I am man, so I’ll leave it in Your hands.